Title: wonderer

Gender: Male

Age: 60

Sun Sign: Cancer

Chinese Sign: Earth Rat

Location: Brussels

I hesitated about entitling myself as”wonderer” or “wanderer”. I choose wonderer because it has more to do with the process of  discovery of meaning.
It took me some time. I was always someone out of mainstream. Even in my youth. Not accepting things until I discoverd their “truthness” by myself. Seeking the neighboring of people who inspired me somehow by their wisdom and because of that thrusted me. I remember that when I was 17yrs old, the teacher talked about the question of being : what are we? I answered him that he had to put the question in another phrasing : because “being” is just the observation of this moment of  an ever becoming. From that moment on, I had his respect. Before, I had not.
All my life was about passion. The passion to live; the passion to give, prtect, embrace, create. I did it my way. Not trusting others because I had encountered in my family people who dit not hesitate to misuse my openess, my “naievity”, my spontanity (sorry for these  words if the are no good english). I was hurt often, being sensitive. . But i always crawled up, trying to learn.
And now, I applied for zaadz. A good friend of mine told me about it some time  ago , but I wanted to really decide on this myself.  ( After all, opening yourself up to people you don't  know (and you mostly will not meet) is like uncovering yourself.) The click came when I had decided to “apply” for Zaadz, and had to give a kind of reason for doing that. And I wrote : never imagined that the my life has aklways been about making meaning alone, to realise that finally that meaning making was about all-one. Only one character more (fvrom alone to all-one), and I needed all this life time. It made me feel humblen, and grateful. And gave me new energy. So , Zaadzers all together.. here is  me!

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